Journal

Today they were closed: my neighbor's tulips. They have their front yard adorned with multiple varieties and daffodils that have all come to bloom as spring has made its way to the Pacific Northwest. A month of more sunshine, longer days, and warmer temperatures...

Will you notice him? Will you notice her? You two are at it like siblings over who got the largest bite. I’m tired of both will you just acknowledge you both have an absolutely vital place. I need you both. I love you both. Can we stop blocking each other?  The...

I keep dipping a toe, I’ll try a lot today and if this doesn’t work out we won’t have given too much. You see, I’m terrified of giving too much. This abandoning me got out of control and now I’ve been holding her with chains instead, afraid to let go, afraid to let...

If it’s not working it’s because you aren’t trying hard enough. Hustle until you make it. Only blood sweat and tears get what they want.  This is the messaging we’re all told. Everything requires trying harder, pushing harder, doing hard things.  I’ve recently been...